the fear and search factors

when i was young i feared to go to school,
i was searching for those two things,
when i went to school i feared to face the teacher,
i was searching for those two things,
when i got low marks in studies i feared for my mother,
i was searching for those two things,
when i saw maths i feared to solve problems,
i was searching for those two things,
when i took money from my house without permission for a noble cause i feared to tell my father,
i was searching for those two thing,
when i went to studying in my grandmother house , i feared for leaving my mother,
i was searching for those two things,
when iam failed for the first time in my subjects,i feared for my uncle,
i was searching for those two things,
when i faced my public exam,i feared,whether i will pass or not,
i was searching for those two things,
when i first went to hostel,i feared for survival,
i was searching for those two things,
when i went to college,i feared for midsem,
i was searching for those two things,
when i flunked in subjects,i feared whether i will graduate or not,
i was searching for those two things,
when i cleared my subjects,i feared for campus interviews,
i was searching for those two things,
when i got placed i feared whether iam eligible for that,
i was searching for those two things,
when i came to mumbai for training,i feared for language,
i was searching for those two things,
when i was in mumbai,i feared how will eat those food,
i was searching for those two things,
when i was informed the joining will be delayed,i feared for survival,
i was searching for those two things,
when i was informed i was terminated ,i feared how iam going to proceed,

but this time i found those two things "courage and hope"

after all these experience i found these things,which are essential to live.

iam ready for the next phase of my life .

"this is for everyone who lost their job, you also turn your pages of life,you can find it"